Wandering Mind

It’s getting a little weird now. Two days left and then I’m no longer doing what I’ve been doing for the last 4 years. I have to admit there is a slight freak-out factor occurring here. One of the things about Buffalo and SAT is they were regular, safe, and relatively easy. The unknown is… Well, I guess it’s just unknown. I guess there is no reason why the unknown can’t be safe and easy, it’s my choice… I’m also allowing myself to be overwhelmed with the prospect of moving. The living situation in NP is bleak but I have faith that it will improve soon. Almost found a place yesterday until they found out the size of my furry family. Soon, Very soon…have a little faith with me. I also told them I need more $$. We’ll see how that turns out. I wonder if it helps that my real estate agent is the Dean’s wife. Definitely doesn’t hurt.

I’m taking a few days off from asana right now. I think my body hasn’t had any down time in a while so when the muscle soreness and joints feel better I’ll get back into it. Probably won’t be long. Probably Sunday or Monday. I’ve decided to start the secondary series, too. I’m going to try alternating days between primary and secondary, I think my body could use the variety and the lessening of certain repetitious movements. Mainly jumping back and forward/thru. I was looking through the secondary series last night and I think I’ll be ok. Having a new sequence to work on will be a nice change of pace.

When stepping into the unknown there are only two options: stepping on to solid ground, or learning to fly - paraphrase of somebody…

My CHOICE. My Life. There is a beauty in all things if I choose to see it. I have strength and compassion if I choose to believe it. I am connected and a part of all things if I choose to feel it. My Choice, My Life. I choose YES.