Losing MySelf

Sunday, December 25, 2005

I haven’t thought about myself much lately.  This might sound like a good thing, an unselfish thing.  But it’s not.  I need the time, ability, and energy to focus on myself so I can figure out where I stand and from that footing I can exist with the rest of the world.  I’ve allowed myself to get overwhelmed with things that are unimportant in the grand scheme of things.  I have ignored my spiritual self, my physical self, and for the most part, my intellectual self.   I haven’t written in a while, nor have I practiced, nor have I read, or thought about anything that (directly) stretches me.  I haven’t even been reading my “regular” blogs because they will remind me of what I haven’t been doing.  

I am unhappy and unhealthy and it’s time to change.

2 Comments:

Blogger tina said...

Hi chris. please try to be kind and forgiving of yourself in these turbulent times. it may not feel like it, but the seeds for growth and learning are usually planted when we are challenged and not sailing. It's all there, still.

12/27/2005 10:06 AM

 
Anonymous Anonymous said...

Welcome back! Missed you.

12/27/2005 4:28 PM

 

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