Wandering Mind

I really hate my practice right now.  I just don’t want to do it.  I think I’m tired of being in an ugly, cold, industrial room by myself and trying to do asanas.  I haven’t practiced since Friday and I’ve come in early enough the last three days but I don’t do anything, I just go to work instead.  Today I got through two Surya A’s and I just didn’t want to do it anymore.   I think I’m going to need to start going back to the yoga studio… the classes aren’t quite what I’m looking for and the times are less than convenient, but I need some help.  Hi, My name is Chris, and I’ve flushed my yoga practice down the toilet.

Work is actually good right now.  Moving upward hopefully with a little extra funding.  The builds are going well but my class, however, is not doing so well.  They had their first test on Monday.  I normally really get a kick out of sitting in a room when everyone else is taking a test because the focus and energy is so high.  Well, on Monday I didn’t feel that and I sort of blamed it on just getting used to it.  I also watched as two people sweated their way through the test, obviously horribly prepared.  I think people may have been expecting something a little less thought involved.  After grading… over half the class had a D or an F.  Now, my class isn’t hard in the first place, but I also give a study guide that has ALL the questions on it so if you just take a couple of hours to look up the answers you’ll do fine.  Obviously they didn’t feel the need.  I have a hunch they may study for the next one.

Back to the yoga gripe.  I would think with Pattabhi coming I would really be trying to get myself to the best possible place so I can really gain as much as possible during that time.  I just can’t seem to pull myself together.  I haven’t even registered yet…

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