Sometimes you have to wonder...
Tuesday, July 25, 2006
What the point is in all of this...
Maybe
It's just to be happy.
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What the point is in all of this...
Practice was… not what I wanted it to be. I’ve been away from it for too long and I knew going in it wouldn’t be strong but I wasn’t ready for the screaming of the citta vrtti. I’ve just come off of 5 very long weeks at work and my boss has been less than supportive. I’ve just started a week vacation but I still have work to do so I’m not sure I’ll really count it as vacation. Might just do three days off. I hope to get back to the mat later today and try it again. With everything that’s been going on, I’m finding it easier to find stillness in the chaos but unfortunately that chaos is finding my way into my stillness. Hmm…